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Posted February 3, 2021 at 1:54 pm

Vote over at TWC and you can see some thumbnails! Exciting.

EDIT: I forgot the most important thing! Today is HTBAW's 6th anniversary! I got too distracted by yelling at people on Facebook and forgot what day it is!

Sorry it's taken me so long to get today's page up! I spent the morning yelling at people on Facebook. It wasn't very becoming, but it was stuff I've needed to say for a long time, and wouldn't you know, sometimes you just need to stop repressing your anger and just tell someone to go to hell. So, that's where I'm at! It wasn't nice, but it was cathartic. 

Just like this page! It's not a happy page, and I'm sorry for that, but it is a much needed one. I think it's hard to explain to someone who hasn't been through a lot of grief just how complex it is. You don't just grieve the person you've lost, you grieve the life you didn't get to have, the potential relationship you didn't get to have, and also some part of you that wanted it all to go better than it did. You grieve the other person, but you mostly grieve for yourself. Was Connie a bad person? Yes. But sometimes you have to grieve bad people too, not because they deserve it, but because that person was so wrapped up in who you are that they leave a hole behind nonetheless. 

I've got some commissions to finish and probably more yelling on Facebook to do eventually, and I need a bath. Have a good week, friends!


I haven't forgotten about my idea for a contest yet! It got a bit waylaid because my life is chaos and I'm trying to get a million things done this month it seems, but we'll come back to it one day! In the meantime, there's new merch up at the Hivemill store. I added some new prints and tshirts finally, so if you like my comic and would like to support me, please go see if there's something you like! The shirts are American Apparel, so size up if you're not sure what size to get.

I made a TikTok? I haven't been using it really, but China already knows my whole life at this point anyway.

HTBAW Fandom Wiki is up and running! Thanks to Myk Streja for tons of help with moderation efforts and everyone else who's done a ton of work on adding information and filling out the Wiki. I know nothing about how this stuff works and I'm too old to learn :D.

Feel free to check out my goofy Amazon store if you're so inclined (this is an ad, as I get a tiny commission if you do buy something), or I have some merch up on Society6 if you're looking for my old store link! Thanks to everyone who's come out to support me through Ko-fi and Patreon!